My Divorce from Facebook

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I know, dramatic right?  But if you think about it, divorce is a good way to look at it.

Think about your relationship with Facebook.  When you first met him, you were excited, giddy.

Look at all these people you could find!  So & so from high school?!  Wow look at how much he aged!  Friend request!  Oh, and look at her!  Of course she married a doctor.  I never really liked her.  Friend request!  Oh boy.  Look at joe schmoe requesting me as a friend, like I don’t remember all the drama that he caused in high school.  Accept!  Omg, look at her!  I am so happy she found me!  Accept!  I wonder if she is still friends with that one; let me scroll her friends to see.  Wow, she IS!  Friend request!  I totally forgot about him too!  Friend request!

Remember how that went?


Then, look at all you could do on Facebook!  You mean to tell me that I can play games WITH these ‘friends’?!  Sign me up!  I can grow virtual produce and have that farm I always wanted?  Yes, please!  I can ‘like’ Justin Beiber, Ellen Degeneres, Kanye West and Oprah Winfrey!?  Sounds great!  Do you think they will respond to me?

All of that excitement, like a relationship, is like the honeymoon phase of a relationship.  After a while you have 100+ ‘friends’, and you are sharing quips and memories of high school, college, or the old days.  You catch up with people, and laugh at their e-card posts, and cat videos.  What a way to relax at the end of a work day.

Then, and it is a different time period for everyone, you find yourself on Facebook, looking at all the posts made by your ‘friends’, and they all start to look the same.  You are getting annoyed at joe schmoe’s political posts now; you had no idea he leaned so far to the right!  You begin to wish there was a way to block his posts without offending him.  Then, you find out how and, whew, thank goodness that is over!  Whoa, when did so & so become so racist?  We went to the same high school and hung out together all the time.  How could this happen?  Delete.  Over and over you see posts that annoy you, but you still keep scrolling.  For what?  You wouldn’t take someone talking to you like that in person, why would you accept it on Facebook?  But you ignore and keep scrolling.


Soon, you find that you are only communicating religiously with a few people, and the rest of your ‘friends’ really don’t care.  Or, out of the 100+ friends you have, some are just trolling your posts; virtual peeping toms watching your every move, but then still asking how life is when you speak to them.  You wouldn’t let someone peep into your window in real life, would you?

At the end stages of my personal relationship with Facebook, I found myself clicking ‘like’ on mediocre things, and only commenting on a handful of people’s posts.  I was wasting time scrolling and refreshing; television shows were the soundtrack to my loafing on the couch as I did.  I read articles about deleting Facebook in the past, but I didn’t think I would take them seriously.  I remember pinning on Pinterest a link to the steps to deleting Facebook for good, just in case.  Last week, I called for my divorce.

I messaged people I wanted to make sure knew I was gone, giving them my cell number and email address.  What is funny is the people I gave that information to, had it pre-Facebook anyhow.  Think about it.  Who on your Facebook ‘friends’ list would you, sincerely, want to give your personal information to?  It’s worth pondering!  Anyhow, I then began the process of deletion.  It was scary, but I did it.

On February 12, 2015, my emancipation from Facebook was complete.

What happened after I deleted was amazing.  People could not believe I did it!  Questions like, “How does it feel?”, “How was your first Facebook-free weekend?”, “So, why no more Facebook?” began to flood in.  My answer to all these questions were simple: I feel fine.  It went fine.  It was a distraction.  It is amazing to me how difficult that simple answer is for people to accept.  How could someone NOT want to be on Facebook?!  Here is what I learned in my brief time free of Facebook:

  1. Facebook offers people a false sense of community.  Sure, you have 100+ friends, but when you are feeling low, or need someone, how many of those ‘friends’ are there for you?  This includes ‘family-as-friends’.  The same ones you would call off of Facebook are the same ones that are there for you on Facebook.  Nothing changes.  All those ‘likes’, and comments only assist you for a small amount of time.  Then, you are there with the same problem, calling the same people.  Facebook has done nothing to help you, has it?
  2. Facebook deals you drama that you wouldn’t normally accept in your life; just because it is on a computer screen doesn’t make it any different.  If you are democrat, pro-life, pro-equality, posts by your ‘friends’ and ‘family-as-friends’, are only going to annoy you if you share different views.  Often times, you don’t realize that these people have such rigid views.  Then, when you see them offline, you are supposed to pretend that you never read anything they wrote?  If you don’t accept something offline, don’t accept it online.
  3. Facebook only causes problems with the people you have offline relationships with.  How many times have you heard, “didn’t you see my post?”, “how come you didn’t ‘like’ it?”  It has become a platform for passive-aggressiveness all around.  I will admit, I used Facebook to release venom I had stored up in me as well at points in time, but it did nothing to solve my problems.  It exacerbated them.  What ever happened to having discussions with people?  Now people are throwing ‘friends’ and ‘family-as-friends’ shade online, and then expecting life to be wine and roses when you meet up at the annual barbecue.  Life doesn’t work that way, but Facebook has allowed people to think that it does.  Hell, that post got forty-three likes!
  4. Facebook makes you feel bad about your life.  Or, it makes you judge how you are living it.  Have you scrolled through someone’s vacation pictures thinking, “I make more money than they do.  Why can I not afford to take vacations like this?”  Or, “She is such a good mom.  Why didn’t I think to do that with my kids?”  I could go on and on with the comparisons we make, but it would take up the rest of this post.  Facebook makes us critically look at our lives and judge ourselves against other people’s lives.  There is that one ‘friend’ who posts that you always say, “Wow so & so, you really have your life together!”, or secretly loathe them for their successes.  Facebook certainly does nothing to boast your self-esteem.
  5. Facebook is a time sucker.  Days before my divorce, I was talking to a co-worker, and I asked her, “How do you find so much time to read with your crazy life?”  She volunteers for a dog rescue, has nine dogs in her home (some are fosters), has personal issues, attends regular college basketball games and is always busy with work.  She said she has much more quiet time than I do, even with all of those things happening in her life.  So, I assessed my time and what I did when I come home from work.  I have a million books I want to read, and I needed to find out why I had no time to do so.  After watching my hours go by, there it was.  Facebook.  Scrolling, reading, catching up on things with my ‘friends’ that I missed since I logged in that morning.  Then, logging in to see what I missed after that.  My laptop was open all the time, and when it wasn’t, I was on my cell phone.  Think about how often you are attached to electronics for no reason.  You will see how much time you have in life that is being wasted!

Now, I know the many advantages to social media, and I am not condemning social media as a whole.  I know that people are missing people are found, and lives are saved using Facebook.  I applaud Facebook for those one-in-a-million incidents.  Thank God for it!  But, on a daily basis, it does nothing for me.  So, on February 12, 2015, I signed my divorce document to leave Facebook.

In the six days I have been gone, I have finished a book, and half of another one.  Life is good.

Here is the link to the steps to take to leave Facebook.  If you feel a divorce is in your future, be sure to read it:

How To Delete Facebook


The Dos and Don’ts of Being Dumb

I love this blogger!

People Acting Like People

The fear of every child is to be called stupid. It’s the most painful thing to hear. Hear it enough and you start to believe it.

Before I ever realized I was diagnosed with a behavioral disorder I would still be offended by how other children would treat those who struggled mentally. Even their language was designed to insult intelligence. “That’s so stupid. That’s so dumb. That’s so retarded.”

In truth, stupidity is a universal human quality. All are guilty of doing dumb things at some point. None of us begin our lives fully equipped with sufficient knowledge to perform well in all settings. And low intelligence is not a genetic trait. It’s a learned behavior.


Tell someone you don’t know who the second president of the United States is and they will pay you no mind. Tell someone you don’t know who the current president is and they…

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Americans – Don’t be Afraid

Every time I see this, I nod and think to myself, “Exactly”.

Kindness Blog

Americans - Don't be Afraid

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I (we) can/do, so why can’t you?

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It has been a while since I sat down to write!  Parents, you know once the school year is close and then begins, you are running through routine and the days pass very quickly!  So not that things have calmed down, I am taking the time to write/blog again.

So, I have been coming to grips with one of my biggest personality flaws lately, and I wonder if there are others out there that can relate.  I am the type of person that holds people to a high standard, which is the same standard I hold myself to.  So, if I react/do/say/handle situations in a particular way, I think, “Well, why can’t they?”

For instance, I work in a school, and that means dealing with parents.  Fellow moms and dads, you know that the first day of school, regardless of what grade your child is in, that you are going to be receiving forms home to fill out and send back that deal with emergency contact information, allergies, etc.  Those forms are usually due back no later than the end of that first week of school.  Well, I am the type of mom who, when the forms are taken out of the backpack and the conversation about the first day happenings is over, fills it out immediately.  Now, I do not do this because I am perfect, I do it because I don’t want to forget and I know it is important to the safety of my child at school.  So, when I am waiting for days, even weeks, for the forms to be returned from parents, I get extremely irritated.  In my opinion, how can that be taken lightly?  I feel myself passing judgement on these parents without know thing their story, simply because it is something I think of as important and do immediately.

That is my biggest flaw.


Not only because it defines me as a judgemental person, but it causes me to be unhappy with situations and people simply because they do not do things as I would.  Now I am not like this with everything, but I am like this enough to know I need to change.

In my journey of change, I am realizing that society as a whole is the exact same way.  Case in point: the public scrutiny of Janay Palmer.  If you do not know her by name, you know her as the, “NFL wife beaten up in the elevator”.  Isn’t that a shame that the majority of you that read that probably went, “Ohhhhh yeah” after you read who I was referring to?

So, Janay Palmer is being judged by the public because she didn’t leave Ray Rice; because she married him anyway, because she went back home with him after the elevator beating, because she stayed.  Well, it may be an exaggerated example, but this is how I have been thinking about others – if I wouldn’t take something, if I wouldn’t do/say something, if I wouldn’t react in a certain way, why can’t someone else?  I am not bringing up Janay Palmer for a debate, I am simply stating that before I/we judge another for their choices, we should probably understand that we DO NOT understand someone and what they live with.

So, I am taking this journey to correct my own flaw.  It would make me a happier person if I just “did me” and let everyone else handle themselves.  I am going to take the steps to be more empathetic before placing blame.  I will have patience with this process and not jump to conclusions.

Does anyone else do this?  Has anyone had experience with this or been on the other end of the judgement?

My Soul Bleeds

This poet & writer is one of my favorite bloggers. I enjoy reading his posts and thought you would enjoy a taste of his work as well!


My Soul Bleeds

These eyes see tragediesCover _Red
Falling lives in every direction
Hopes and dreams denied
Their pains added to my collection

Why do I feel so much
My chest expands to fill space
Anguish rips to shreds
Tears streak this pale face

I care too much
Wanting to be all things to all
Wishing for nothing
I teeter atop the heap knowing I will fall

The fall is inevitable
The mistakes come and I cannot save
My heart is worn through
My soul bleeds from the last joys rays

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Personal Ethical Statement

I loved this post! One line that struck me was, “The thing we have to remember about truth is that we will never have all of it. ”

Take the time to read this!

People Acting Like People

This is taken from an assignment in my ethics class.

I have six central principles that have guided how I live my life. I developed them over a period of 20 years and continue to improve them over time. They are as follows in no particular order:

Respect the change we cannot control.

All should be respected but not everything should be honored.

Having a choice is not a privilege but a responsibility.

Allow others to view the world through their own eyes.

Differences do not have to lead to conflict.

We are allowed to believe in ourselves.

I will simplify these principles into simple words for convenience; change, value, choice, truth, love, and identity.

I will try to explain these in further detail briefly. The three main ones are change, value, and choice. Change is a constant battle between letting things happen and making things happen. Should we respect…

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You Are My Friend

As you grow older, your definition of being a friend, or friendship in general, changes. I appreciate this post for laying out a very adult definition of friendship.

The Mindset Maverick

Friendship is like any other relationship, it requires a time of cultivating; time that unfortunately in the world of Facebook, Instagram and Twitter, we simply are not taking to form solid, meaningful, trusting, mutually respectful unions called friendships. Scripture tells us that “A friend loves at all times… (Proverbs 17:17), and with that love we must allow ourselves the opportunity to know the heart of another, we must be willing to experience the real life of another and accept the whole of who they are and we must make room for trust. Associates, colleagues, assignments (we all have those people in our lives), frenemies (this very term is nauseating) and inquisitive judgmental onlookers (what some might call “the haters”) are never to be confused with true friendship. Friendship is foundational principal of love – philia; most often translated “brotherly love, but is more accurately translated “love between friends”.

The great…

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